1030 new journey has started

Shameful to confess tho, today was terrible. I didn’t go outside today and stayed at my room. Just finished watching NHK document 72hours, I realized how happy I am. Every one has bump into something worse in their life and feel despair. I am already 22 years old, but I don’t have that much experience. I don’t know whether it is good or not. 

Anyway I have finished writing my report but it sucked. the quality of report is terrible. I think I cannot get enough score to get credit. From November I will change my mind and study seriously. Maybe I will go outside to breath fresh air from now, it is already 0am though.