0104 writing

today was the deadline of submitting the document of preferred jobs in my company where I work from next April. Was wondering what I would like to do in this company for a couple of hours. Which department I will be assigned mostly depends on destiny. I really wanna do plant management things in foreign countries but it might has less possibilities to be able to work there. I just accept the result revealed in May and work hard there even though the job is not what I wanted to do. If I perform well and be successful at the department, I have enough chances to change the job. Maybe this job gonna be my life work. And I do not even need to stick to the company forever. So I just don’t care about it. 

Also I was writing about the paper of Auschwitz and political philosophy in order to share with my accompanies and discuss our experiences. Writing and summarizing something is not only good for my memory but also good way to express my idea. I like writing very much since I was in elementary school. I cannot remember well and feel necessary to take a note in any cases. I think this custom is good to cherish my memories and also revise what I did in the past to learn something from my experiences. Also I went to the favorite bar near from my school. The bar has many board games and I like playing them with friends. i think tonight was 5th or 6th times to come here. I met many people for this 4 months in Leiden. But I’m not sure how many people whom I will be keeping in tough with in 10 years. The number of people I met might be not so important even though I recognize that the number has a mutual relation to some extent with the number of good meeting. I have many meetings but I regret not treasuring every single meeting. Anyway I have only 2 or 3 days to spend this lovely city Leiden. i think i dont take as long time as i took before to write this diary. it is a good sign of improvement of my english.